I need to give myself some head space
I feel like an animal locked in it’s cage
the world sits before me
but i can’t see past the day to day
lifestyle, what is fate
is there destiny ?
have i got a purpose in this place
it’s not all about the money
I want to feel a change
not just the cold breeze upon my face
I could talk about love
I could talk about hate
I could question my very existence
and still feel the same
only to say
what’s the point in playing victim
trying to understand my fate
I don’t coexist
I’m different, i don’t always fit in
I stay true to my name
as well as my word, i’m persistent
philosophical, not always focused on winning
I’m just focused on a new beginning
because it’s the same old lifestyle i’m living
waking up to the birds singing
peace and quiet is always diminished
and i’ve had enough, i’m finished
I don’t understand myself
let alone the world we live in
what was once love is now an inkling
a subtle suspicion as to what i was thinking
over time things like this sink in
and really have no meaning
but i still wish things were different.
